Thankful

As I was driving into work today I couldn't help but think about how much I have to be thankful for.   Most of all I was thinking about this little life I'm carrying inside of me.  I've prayed so much since finding out about this baby.  In the early days I was so worried and so prayerful I couldn't seem to pray enough.  That's when I started writing my prayers.  I have a million pads of paper on my desk at work and one day I just started writing the prayer I was saying in my head.  This has continued to this day.  My little pad has prayers for this child and pregnancy all through it.  I don't know why, but writing them made me feel better. 

Someday I hope this child of ours reads these prayers and knows how wanted and loved they were from the very beginning.